this is not closure
you drink coffee like it's liquid cocaine
and you don't give a damn if it kills your brain.
I'll keep thinking that I can outrun the moon,
and you can pretend like you still don't know me.
you're no longer in my life, but I'm still missing you too much.
put your hand on the place where your heart used to be
and try to feel the soul that was never really there.
catch the wave, fill this lacuna, put this silence
between us into a box and send it off to sea to die